to recover from this

I am a member of public, he runs a tour company. I have never been employed by him nor been on one of his tours. I have apologised a lot to Hugh Harrop and he knows this.
A compromise as I mentioned to him in my email, roll everything back but it seems he doesn’t understand this so this is what it means:
- the last 8 years back – obv. not going to happen.
- pay for therapy for depression, anxiety and PTSD damages for emotional distress – ok not going to happen
- the orca community and gang to:-
- remove and destroy the screenshot grabber program that grabs anything I put on the internet-
- remove any tracking device
- remove and destroy all the created websites and pages that are libellous
- remove and destroy ALL photos you have stolen especially the one of my Dad and Daisy
- remove ALL libellous material from social media about me and I can check ie those to ex employers and BDMLR (saying I was a rogue Marine Mammal Medic)
- remove all blocks you put in place for FB UK cetacean and wildlife groups named and those I’m not aware of and Orca Watch
- leave my social media alone, stop reporting me constantly and getting social media lockdowns
- to be allowed into cetacean sightings groups and WhatsApp as anyone who is interested in cetaceans are ie Orkney
- I am allowed to pursue my life, interests and hobbies whatever they are without interference from anyone
- do not try and get my qualifications taken away from me
- a restraining order for life on Helen Iliffe-Adsett, Ruth Davey Watts and John Horner to stay away from interfering in my life on and off the internet
- an apology for all the distress you have caused me.
- NO MORE late night police visits or calls (Too many to count now)
- NO MORE constantly reporting me to the police for day to day activities ie Tescos, Chinese, for driving
- NO MORE framing me for criminal offences
- no more intimidation
- no more contacting other people or groups wherever I might live
- no more ‘alerting’ people about me on and off the internet
- no more hacking into any of my social media accounts and gmail
- an apology regarding the appalling comments about my parents and Daisy’s death
- no more obscene messages
- And from photography the person to delete his fake profiles notably @bemptonsula and NEVER to interfere in my life again
- wherever it says in my blog I have been blocked, to unblock me
- no more abusive messages on messenger or Facebook or anywhere else
- no sharing information about my van or registration number to anyone
- respect my space, no opening doors of my van without my permission from anyone
- no more abuse, no more manipulation,
- no more controlling, no more character assassination, no more online shaming or abuse
- no posting details of my van online or it’s VRM and for all postings currently to be taken off as they compromise my safety
All I want to do is be retired with no interference and to watch wildlife and socialise with like minded people.